Nooooooo

8 am classes, three days a week.

All day and no sleep makes Alida feel poorly.

My brain is too dead to say anything else.

That's me on the left

Geraaaaaag

My holidays are nearly over and I haven't really done anything. Ah... it's just so weird not having something to do.  I guess I just need nothingness right now.  If I had more money I'd just go to tons of film fest films. BUT...  yeah, you know.

Job interviewy thing thing tomorrow. Yaaaay.

I am watching Beauty and the Geek on TV. Tuesday TV sucks. These dumb models don't understand the dewey decimal system.

Here's a picture, inspired by both the geeks and the models -

Yuss

Looks like everything's coming up Milhouse for me. I have a semi job interview on Wednesday, I got paid for two lots of jewellery from some stockists (although this will just go into more materials), and I will be participating in a mathematics research study (for $).

Yay. So now buying those pairs of shoes has all worked out (I got the man-style ones and I f***ing love them).

I'm tired but I don't want to go to sleep.

I am going to do a whole bunch of craft stuff tomorrow. And possibly go to the gym. And possibly go to the dutch consulate to renew my passport. That sounds like too much! I'd also like to eat an apple. I think I can fit that in.

I had a dream a few nights ago about being really pregnant and a bit freaked out about it. I was talking a lot to two of my friends about it in the dream (a couple) but the dad wasn't around. Then I had the baby and the dream revealed Charles to be the dad (phew). The baby was all cute and fat and happy and i wasn't freaked out anymore - I was just happy. Maybe it means something about change. Who knows. I keep thinking about it though and have a positive feeling about it. I AM NOT worried about being pregnant, I think it was just some other kind of symbolic.

Anyway, all you imaginary readers out there are probably not interested in my dreams. How awesome am I, boring my imaginary readers. Good job!

A return, again... and possibly a departure.

Well, well, well... what do we have here then?

Once again my abandoned blog has been found again.  I wont bother with a catch up...

Instead, check out my latest ebay buy.

They are even cuter in real life.  If you know me, you know I don't really wear heels much (I'm kinda a tom-boy kid), but every now and then I get girly and buy stuff like this.  I'm not sure where/when I would wear it yet, but I had a lot of fun prancing up and down Charlie's hallway in them.  Charlie likes them, partly because when I hug him with them on I am (nearly) as tall as him.  Yay, cute shoes.

I really need a job, BADLY!  I found another pair of shoes that I'm pretty sure I have to buy at Peachy Keen.  They are woman's shoes, a lightish brown colour and kinda manish looking.  They are pretty much like vintage dress mens shoes except they are womans.  I like man-style stuff.  They also look good with blue jeans.  Ahh!

I am supposed to be meeting with someone about a job but she has thus far been very very hard to get hold of.

Well, there you go. A meaningless little post, perhaps the last for another six months???

meep

Hey I just remember about this place.

I was thinking maybe I'll start blogging again. But then again, maybe I will for awhile and then delete all my posts again like I usually do.

Purge purge purge. I like to purge. I like to pretend I never felt that embarassing way, or I never tried to write well and then failed miserably. But who cares if this reads like crap. It's not for anyone else.

And I am a dork, so there you go.

oh shit

I gave up caffeine yesterday and I feel awful.

Just so you know.

Peachy

The library is kinda fun. I like being methodical.

Feeling excited about things to come. Me and Charles have some super plans for stuff to make - earrings, clothes?? (maybe) and maybe some other stuff. I'm feeling the craft thing right now. Bought some felt and haven't exactly worked out what to do with it yet.

I don't ever really have enough time to write here anymore because of having no bloody internet at home. Bloody fuck. Telecom sux. I have no curiousity about why they have managed to lose 3.3 billion (so I've heard) off the value of the company in the last six weeks. All of New Zealand is counting down till we can make them go UNDER!

Bleep.

I will try to write more often. Which I like.